- Mood:
Peaceful
someone, I realized that unlike mosteenage girls who want to love/be loved by someone I'm different from what some may expect me to be, I on he otherhand has the dsire to love something, I know I may seem strongly affectionate to a certain friend of mine but that's only because I do it for fun,the truth is if I were in a relationship I really wouldn't know what to do ( Ilook away whenever I see two people kiss) I hae more of the desire to love something, when I had Cali I was REALLY,REALLY, Happy I felt like she was what I was missingin life, she was more then some cat, se was SPECIAL to me, the day when she left felt like the WORST day of my life... I felt like I lost my first child, justto be honest I'm nt fond of kids Iknow I was one, but growing up now I can see why some adults hate us LOLso yeah I'm just gonna grow up being by my self when I grow older and I really don't mind